Let me try this again....

I'm not who I once was. None of us are really. That's not me trying to be deep or meaningful or trying to sound smart, it's just fact. I started this blog over 10 years ago. A lot has happened in those 10 years. I am a completely different person than the one I was then, first off blogs were still an actual thing that people read and commented on. My life was in a different season then too. I was a young wife and mother to young kids. Now I'm older and all my kids aren't littles anymore. My worldview has shifted, my priorities, my politics, my faith, my values, everything has been burned to the ground and rebuilt over and over in these last 10 years. I'm not done growing into who I am yet, and that's ok too. But I'm far closer than I used to be. I'm also not trying to fit into other peoples definitions of who I should be anymore either. So, yeah.......I'm not sure what the point of this will be. I'm not sure if anyone will ever read this, and I'm honestly ok if it goes unviewed for all eternity. I just need a space to get my thoughts out of my head really. So just like I did 10 years ago, I'm doing it here. Let's see if I stick to it.